crazy stupid cancer

Today I am an official cancer patient again. It is crazy that I have a reoccurrence or a completely new form. That is still the unanswered question. Either way I am a rarity. A crazy statistical wonder. I am too young, not the right sex and have lived a somewhat clean life. Yet here it is. Its crazy and stupid. So I am naming this crazy stupid cancer. It picked the wrong person so it cant be to smart. It choses its own path that it was not supposed to take, not very smart to go against the medical community. I guess cancer doesn't listen to the rules, it plays by its own set of rules. It doesnt listen to what it's supposed to be doing but does its own thing.

Now its my turn to do my own thing and teach this stupid cancer a lesson. You can't change the rules, its not fair. You can't do your own thing and expect someone to just let you. This blog will be my story of how this has happened and what I am going to do, or not do about it. I will hopefully be able to learn along side my Doctors as why this is happening and maybe how to prevent it. I still dont have a name for the cancer inside me, but whatever the name is I will hopefully put a face to it. This cancer doesnt have a ribbon or a walk or month named for it. It is rare and unheard of to most people. I should be luckey to have a spot in the breast cancer or ovarian cancer ranks, but I got this crazy stupid cancer that isnt in the spotlight. I am a woman who contracted cancer but not the right kind. There are remarkable cures on the horizon for such well know cancers. I am hoping to change this and educate people that there are more cancers out there than the one that celebrities endorse. I am just a person who has one of the many rare forms that no one has heard of.